Growth

I really wanted a Victoria's Secret martini when I got off work, but the swanky sushi bar I'd have to go to if way expensive, and I'm a broke white girl until Friday, so I'll have to wait. My husband likes it when I've got a martini in my system - makes me horny. What ya gonna do, right?

Yesterday afternoon, my husband and I had a discussion about some things I've been thinking about for a while now, but was too scared to bring them up. I guess I was afraid he'd be angry or judge me or think I wasn't into him anymore.. God knows the last thing I need is my husband to think he made a mistake in marrying me. But he was extremely understanding and supportive of my thoughts, he didn't yell or judge me. We discussed comfort zones and our boundaries and the extent of our curiosity.. then had sex for three hours. It was amazing, to say the least. Speaking of sex, the term is usually defined as intercourse, right? Definitely not limited to that nowadays. Sex is more than him jackhammering away at my cunt - don't get me wrong, that's great, too - but foreplay is in there, too, and it doesn't have to be just before the actually fucking part, it can be all through it. If it's one thing I hate, it's feeling like our sex life is mundane or boring. I'd rather go without than have boring, in-a-damn-rut sex. Yesterday was far from boring.. we actually reached a new level we haven't even brought up before, and it honestly made a huge difference. Some subjects still seem so taboo that you're afraid to even bring them up because of the consequences that might follow, but sometimes you've just gotta take a leap, ya know? You'll never find out if it was worth thinking about unless you grow a pair and act on it.