Lean and Mean

So I started my weight loss Monday after my manager started making fun of my weight. I know he didn't really mean anything by it, but it hurt nonetheless. So after crying hysterically to my husband, I went to the gym and walked on the treadmill for 45 minutes at roughly 3mph. Then I went to the grocery on Tuesday after weighing myself and got some Hydroycut and Slimfast Optima shakes to have for breakfast. Then yesterday I went ahead and bought myself a George Foreman Lean Mean Fat Cutting Machine andI absolutely adore it. Best $20 I've spent in a good bit (seeing as my mom splurged for the Hydroxycut if I split it with her, which I did). I'm already feeling a difference, even if I'm not seeing it on the scale. Ultimately I'd like to lose the weight I wawnt, tone up, then get my boobs done. That would be a huge accomplishment for me, even though it's not really what I'm working toward right now. I'd just like to stop hating myself.